ORANG DAH BAHAGIA.

Bila org dh bahagia. Doh aku bile lagi. Keri dpt doh pengganti aku:'). Sume tggl aku. Skrg aku btol2 sorang diri. Bile aku nk ye mula ye jual mahal. Hmm dh nok wk guane ? Dakpe la,one day i will go far away from this all. Don't care what people will sayingg. Oh dunia,please be deal wth me. I want my happiness too. Hm. Regret is one thing that people always do. Dear,heart. Please stay strong wth me. Dear soul please stay strong wth me. Dear GOD please give my life back. I want my old ife. I hate my life now. I'm always blame this to me. Hmm, i don't know what to say. I'm not strong like other girl. I am is who i am. I can be myself but i can't be otherself. It's call hypocryte. Hidup penuh dgn pembohongan. What i get if i lie myself ? That's call hypocryte. My blog post full wth sadness post. Hmm, dear LOVE please come wth TRUE LOVE. Don't come wth LIE LOVE. I need my true love who can accept me who i am. My old life. My old life full wth darkness. No lightening like other people life. Now i'm study how to appreciate sum1. In malay, SETIA ITU PENTING.

SYUKRI LAG,LAGI DAN LAGI

Hmmm, hai:(. Hai 2014. Haiii dan haiii segalanya. Hmm, nages nye aku mlm ni. Hm. Jujur aku syg syukri:'(. Xley nafikan sume ni. Ya allah,kuatkanlah hati aku. Semoge aku kuad hadap blake nim:'(. Aku syg dy sgt sgt. Kejut ngt tgk relay dy. Hmm, kawan? Oh xtahulah. Hmm. Ngalir ase air mate skrg. Aku sggup wk free kol 3ya hom semate mate nok kol dy. Tp dy sanggup tipu aku abd agkt kol puan laen ? Yeee, aku tahu mg beruboh hati doh bgn aku syukri:'(. Perit sunggoh skrg. Aku nok tmpt ngadu sorang. Tp xdok org:'(. Ya allah sesungguhnye aku  syg dy . Yelah,mmg aku saloh pilih org:'(. Ya allah. Aku xtahu doh nok ngadu k sape. Nages je buleh wk aku tenang. Tapi siked je :'(. Aku perlukan kekuatan. Hmmm, aku tahu doh keri syg org laen dh. Tp dy xperlu bg aku harapan palsu. Aku tahu ye syg puan tu. Fine laa. Hmmm, aku rase mcm nok bunuh diri jee. Aku xley time hakikat tentang diri aku:'( . Bkp aku jd lemoh gni ya allah:'(. Aku tggu dy dri td doh. Dy gtw nk tido. Sebenarnye, xpum:'(. Dy tipu:'(. Sampai hati kan. Hm, aku xtahu la nok g mane skrg. Xdok hale tuju doh. Allah bantulah aku. Aku tahu ye tgh hepy. Hmmm, aku xperlu doh wi harapan. Indahnye kalu aku xwujud:'(. Aku betol2 tersekse skrg ya allah:'(

SYUKRI FOREVER

Paaaaaa. Maa rindu paaa. Bkp pa wk gni stlh bnde hok kite lalui brsamee syg? Kalau ade mase, org upload video tuh. Tpii, nk bg kt dy. Tpi, gane ? Dy kang nk tukor nombor. Hmmm. Org hargai semuanyee. Ermm, berharap sgt lepas SPM. tuuu jd kenyataan. Hope so syg. Hmm. Papa buad bnde ? Biase mase ni pa tgh mroh kt org sbb lmbt kol. Kan? ^^. Kol 11.30/12.00 time ulek papa untuk tido. Tpi, mlm2. Sape teman pa tido ? Hmm. Bkp org blh time dy sdgkn lacornye mulut dy hine fmily org. Hmmmm, org xtahu? Dulu kbo dh kang, slagi syg. Slagi tu terime. Syggg, sbnrnye org takboh ye lupekan org. Tpi, terpakse. Hmmm, org xley bahagyekan dy. Di mate dy org wk hal sokmo. Bia lah dy maki kt org sokmo. Pggl pkataan keji kt org. Org tahan sbb, org syg dy mcm nyawe org. Org toreh tgn sbb dy. Sbb dy lah. Hm, ad lagi gmbo tu. Tpi, skrg tggl paruuttt je name dy kt tgn. Heyyy, tu last kiss awk eh? Tu last day awk hntr sy blek? Salam dgn awk ? Lps ni msti xley rase dh sume tu. Hmmm. Tgn awk? Belaian awkk. Tgn awk kt pipi, lap air mataa sy. Hm. Rindu pelukan awk. Rindu nk baloh manje2 gitu syg. Maybe xkan terulang. Hmmm, SEJARAH MUNGKIN BERULANG,KURELAKAN JIWA, DISAAT SENDIRI,MASIH MENCINTAINYA,KASIH JGN PERGI,MENGUSUNG RINDU,SANDIWARA CINTA,SEROJA,RASA YG TERTINGGAL jd peneman syg. Hm, bekok ase matee nages 2,3 hari ni. Sian awk nages mse kt karoke. Sy mntk maaf awk. Sy mntk maaf. Sy mntk maaf. Another 2day to go dear. 10Months :'). Xsempat kan. Hmmmmm, nxt year mcm mne ? Actually, tggu hadiah yg awk janjikan. Takpee biar sy je yg bg present. Bju besor. Hahaha. Sje nk kenak dkt awk. Skrg, baju, fon awk jd peneman. Hm, syg nk bg fon awk tuh sygg ku. Msj awk dikala rindu sunyi. Hmmm, kdg2 bnde awk maki buad sy nages dan bnde awk marah buad sy suke sorang mcm org gileee. Mke awk comeyy0^◇^0)/. Rindu nk kutuk awk jalan #ITIK# heyyy, egt janji x ? Nk kawen ngn sy. Mlm pertame kasi skill hebat. Hahhhhahahaa. Alaaa, biase ah gurau manje kann ?:). Btw, i miss everything about you.
Scorpion-still loving you
Awkk, thx sbb lepaskan sy. Awk dh lps dri penyeksaan kan? Dh lepas dri dosa. Dosa awk byk sbb keje awk maki kt syyyy. Alwayss :) . Awk, once. If awk jd suami sy. Sy janji akn patuh ckp awk. Dgr nasihat awk. Eh, awk ske koya kang :P. Bajet hensem. Hahahaha! Rindu nyeeeeee nk peluk awkkk. Nk gadow dgn awk. Last kiss kt pipi,salam dgn awk,peluk awk. K, hm:'(. Bkp kite pisoh syg ?  Hmmm:'(